Thursday, April 25, 2013

Beginning the road Less traveled by -Minka Alexander


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I curently live in stillwater oklahoma This place i chose to have my second daughter . Its peacefull here, Crimes that happen in other citys dayily ,when they happen here they echo for months
   I was adopted spiritually by a hippy woman ,her family, and her circle of friends. They opened up there home to my daughter and i ,and loved us like there own . i admit all my problems could have been avoided had i made wise choices , i have trusted the wrong people. How was i to know the last person in the whole world i should trust was my own mother,
                  My mother has acquired my two beautiful girls .

 
                                                    Emily Mary Rose black who is 6 now .

 


               D'les Elexia Star Spiderbite alexander she turns 4 april 28th {and i wont be there... it kills me)





Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Bravery isn't the absence of fear , but acting in SPITE of it ...







    


     My name is Minka Alexander. I keep my diary as a public blog .Not just for me but for all of you. For everyone who is, has or wants to give up on there dream. Don't!
          I am an Artist, A philosopher , and a free spirit , but most importantly im a mother! ... My dreams all lie far far... far .. beyond my reach.  There fire ,flame , and mountains taller than the sea is deep, separating me from what i truly desire. However, I will not let anything stand between me and what i truly desire.  I give to the universe a true honest heart, and although i make my mistakes like humans do, I am but a gentle messenger of peace .. in a rough wrapper. Seen as the villain I can only watch the rest of them run in blind stupidity from a creature they do not know.
             How do you face the demon of adversity on this world? With bravery and patience.  Bravery i would like to remind you isn't the absence of fear , but acting in SPITE of it ...and patience because the world is what it is and you cant change it .. only flow with it .

         Am i Scared? Fuck yeah im Scared! .. Im about to leave the comfort of my home to go thousands of miles away where i know no one ,.. then to fight a legal battle that impacts the rest of my life.  Will I let that stop me? I wont let the devil himself keep me from my girls! Thats a promise ,but not to my readers , to my self and most importantly my daughters. Einstein's theory of relativity,on space and time , leave me to a great self philosophy .. you can run from me .. you can hid from me .. but you can't stop the inevitable . Karma shale be my worrier and the court room judge my sword.

   

Edward the Peppermint Plant , Allways face the sun...

How strange that mankind is the most technologically advanced creature on earth ,yet seem to be so miserable because we lack the unconscious impulse to simply face the sun.










      

Edward the Peppermint plant.

             I planted him as a seed along with many others. I planted them all in blue solo cups, gave them names, and placed them all , negligently, on my bedroom window seal . I aquired temporary employment which required me to stay away from home for a few weeks.When i had returned all my herbs had sprouted and then died. Except Edward ! There he stood all alone , in the cold, 3 inches tall, in his blue solo cup. He was slightly yellow ,and his dirt was very dry. BUT HE WAS ALIVE.

         Edward now stands 61/2 inches and has turned a lovely shade of green. He sits in my window seal facing the morning sun ,healthy and growing. He is a silent insperation. As time passes so slowly for him , he simply sits there, trying the way plants do to face the sun.
         i stuck a red colored pencil in the dirt as to conduct my own little experiment. Although i know already what the results will be . i gently wrapped Edwards frail stem around the red violator in his home . i apologized or maybe added insult to injury by breathing a warm breath on his leaves,and placed him back on the window seal in such a direction he would have to fight and turn as he grew so he may again face the sun. No mater how you turn him or what you put in his path , he always faces the sun.

                                  How strange that mankind is the most technologically advanced creature on earth ,yet seem to be so miserable because we lack the unconscious impulse to simply face the sun. ...