Saturday, December 15, 2012

What is a

To constitute my dreams into a firm reality is the goal I hold for myself and I'm slowly filling that jar. Its important  in life to know who you are and what you want . Everything seems to fall into place after that.

Enternal happieness is very important! I believe my religion is within myself. I try my best to create nothing but good karma because not only does that create more good karma, but helps to protect you from demons in your futur. Plus I would just rather be that person associated with a smile than a frown... love and happieness are the key to the univierse.

As the silhouettes fade to black...

Plato spoke of a cave we all lived in , and to be enlightened was like leaving the cave . You would see on the outside what was making the shadows and the lights on the cave wall.. completely diffrent from the way you had first seen them. It is your intire world turned upside down.and nothing is ever realy the same.

The world can be harsh ,iv seen this , and I'm sure you have to. I must tell you now my friend you must take it all lightly . The less drama and negativity you let into your live the more smoothly your tides will wade.
A see a lot of people find it difficult in there busy lifes to just slow down .... Do you slow down?
And man kind needs LOVE! ... now this isn't just reciving .. sure u need to be loved but you also need to love.  And the power of love is amazing! So as I have learned in my life I say to you when your world is crashing down and you have no idea where to turn .. find something to love .. and most importantly learn to love yourself ... no matter what anyone says ... YOU ARE CREATING YOU. Its up to you what who and where you will be ! 

So the fuck what ...

I'm so tiered of these fancy boy band fucks coming across me and in the urban term "hatin" on me . I know how the tattoos look and so the fuck what ... 1 there a work in progress and who are you to judge a masterpiece still being finished! ... 2 and most important ... I have tattoos to preserve memories and to honor people iv lost or love very deeply ...  iv had a very long life and like to put my memories on ink so I can whair them on the outside too.

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

The male form.....

I have had a lot less expieriance with the male body. Ok don't be a smart ass. I have been practicing the male form. I draw my women how I like to see women and men I do the same. The female body I make curvy and delicate and slightly plump while the mans I like to make firm and tight. So the woman is soft and the man hard brutal muscles ... two very diffrent species. Still I have to tell you I enjoy the idea of being able to create my own men... I think I might draw up my own army .. don't worry ladys I'm a good sharer! Ha ha ha ha ......

And to music....

I could allways find peace in a lovely song. My emotions connect to music and I can allways find the right song for the comfort I need. Coldplay to relax .. blue october or incubus when I'm sad .. or ette james , phebe snow when I feel lost because there's nothing like remember every thing youv been through every one in a while to keep you on a good path.    I have no favorite type or kind. They all seem to have there place and time and emotion in where they fit in perfectly.
ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE: I've allways loved this song! I love the happy earthy tone , and a fantastic melody. I used this song in my daughters and my morning exersizes .. Plus as a hippy mom its fantastic to watch your 3 year old dance to anything .
BACH: I enjoy listening to classical music when I'm painting. I have to say bach is at the top of my list.

BECAUSE OF YOU:  Reba and Kelly. Reminds me of my mother and when directly fallowed by beethoven,  moonlight could bring me to tears. At least puts a heavy burden on my mind.

COME A LITTLE CLOSER BABY ,DIRKS: oh I can tell you what this song reminds me of.... How in love I was once with a big muscler tattooed arm, wraping around my waist. Sometimes smiles pop into my head.. I love to remember my exes smiles . A moment of happieness I shared with my lover. At one time they where my best friend after all that's what a couple is. And I'll Never lie I loved each one of them in there own way.

FANCY: OH Reba ! Ha I like her music she's very talented. This song in particular is very insperational.

UNDER THE BRIDGE: Ok , so, I went out with this guy a couple times ,AWESOME guy. One night he took me to this 80's dance club in Nashville Tn ... on the way home, I layed in the seat my head on his arm and  my bare feet out the window ( heels hurt my feet) and he sang me this song. I don't remember for the life of me if his singing was good or bad, but so what.

Monday, December 10, 2012

Womans liberation not womens labito!

I'm going to be myself and that's who I am to you my friend I say take me with a grain of salt. I have a special respect for those men who can treat me like a person and not an object . Or to those who accept me for who I am and not judge me. I think freely and speak openly which has a shocking effect on most people . But that pretty face has seen a lot and I'm not afraid of what anyone thinks.
I won't dislike you for thinking wrong of me , but I will not respect you.
it is not my place to change you . You are you . And your oppinions are your own to create.. but at the same time. I won't let the world mold me into the buzzing hive of identical bees .. this is not only in branson apperiance but in my art and most importantly inside my own mind.