Thursday, January 10, 2013

"i am me "

   Its so lonely here in my head. But as wise as i am i look up the advice of others.

      I'm Nobody! Who are you?
       Are you – Nobody – too?
    Then there's a pair of us!
          Don't tell! they'd advertise – you know!

     How dreary – to be – Somebody!
   How public – like a Frog –  
          To tell one's name – the livelong June –  
    To an admiring Bog! - Emily dickinson
 Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

The Road Not Taken

by Robert Frost


Wednesday, January 9, 2013

!"And it Rains"!

  I leave my window cracked. Early january the night is cold. And it rains. A slow drizzle of a rain. Counting down seconds of the night as it streaches on. Peacefull all the earth mellows softer and softer by the gentale rain. 
   Tomarrow my friend is another day . No mater what may come my way. I know that if I wait .. just relax and wait ... soon again it will rain. It will all be ok . I feel the universe around me, I am but a tiny rain drop. Moving in a constant cycle . In this you and I are just a like.     
This is one of my paintings ..sold July 2nd... 

Sunday, January 6, 2013

 I was very sad this morning and i made this video ... DONT WORRY I FEEL MUCH BETTER ... but i needed to get that out there,

My dream and what i want out of life!!

It is very important to get a clear picture in your head of what you want. I know exactly what I want my future to look like . I want to own a 3 bed room house on three acres somewhere around denver colorado. As a free lance artist denvers rich art comunitys to me are stunning and magical! I would have a shop out frunt that was a novalty store where I sold my artistic master pieces and a herb garden in the back .... maybe even a small duck pond...I want to have room enouph for my daughters Emily and Star and I too grow and live happly .
My life is curantly in shambles. I have fought with all I have to try and fight my mother and win my daughters back. I left the man I was with because I did not wat to waste anymore time takeing care of him when I realy needed to worry about what was most Important to me."my children".
I am going to wright a hole new blog on my life. I have no problem making my life public knowlage and if you don't care.. well you don't have to read it ..... But for those of you who like a good story ..... grab some popcorn cuz iv got a shit load.