Saturday, January 5, 2013

Patience ! A promise to myself......

I am my own best friend. I have said it befour at the end of the day I am the person I will have to answer to. Human beings are such vositile and unpredictable creatures.

Each person has a responsability to themselfs to choice the line for which can be deturmand right from wrong. However, most people do not ! .....

In my own mind I am strong! I am the dragon which gards a cave. A cave hidding the most valuable treasure in the universe. Myself! A beautifull punk rock princess! The Pink budhist peacock! How? You ask am I the dragon and the treasure ?   I just am (shut up this is my blog!!)

Now I would not see any sence in attacking others .. I see no need to raise my mighty wings , or to breath a mighty fire! I am much like Ferdinan the bull .  And I wish so very much to be beautiful on the inside .

There is a sadness in my princesses heart now . She hides shallowly in her cave. There are still flowers and the sun still shines , but she has left the world to the dragon. 

I greet every day with a smile. I try my best to keep optomisum in my heart . A smile on my face! Song streaming from my happy little face .. but deep in the cave in the back of my heart ... the sweet little woman is broken hearted .... and alone in the dark I cry.... and cry ... and my stomic turns in a deep and unbareable pain . .. and I SREAM a whisper "why, GOD, why". 
  I have done nothing wrong!!! I would do anything god please just give her back to me... my heart wrenches for them as I remember how lonely I was as a child... and it has been so long since I had seen them. When I do call I know I can not talk to them. 

      If you wish to digrade me go ahead . The words of a insult have little value to me. If you wish to strike go ahead. The pain is a illusion . Just as the pain of needle to skin is an illusion as I tattooed most of my body. Forgiveness and patience come easily to me now.

Forgiveness and Patience are lessons I learned from the pain I felt . The heart wrenching pain a mother feels every day .... after she loses her child.

I only pray that karma does reward me .. whith every brutal swoop I return it ith a smile. Every crashing blow I best my next sholder forward to the cold wind. I smile! I laugh! I love ! I live! And be the kindest most gental loving happy little hippy girl I can be!!!!! Because ... I am my own best friend !

Life...Love.... And the Pursuit of Happiness .....

listen to this and understand girls like me just a little bit more ..... i am who i am ... i don't really care if you understand or not .... i don't really care if you feel for me or not be cause i am happy just the way i am ... i share this not for me but for you ... understand yourself and love yourself hand that's all you need... and the pursuit of happiness .....

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

*"INTERESTING"* A proposal to classify happiness as a psychiatric disorder.

I came across this article While in a philosophy discussion on google chat . I thought it interesting and decided to share it on my blog. A proposal to classify happiness as a psychiatric disorder. writen by richard P Bentall , Liverpool University

This is my cat Fat Ass he had his first snow this year! We are all very proud of him and his pussy fat ass in the snow!   YAY FAT ASS!!

Sunday, December 30, 2012

Stoner Girl Confessional..The Secret To Life

Stoner Girl Confessional..   The Secret To Life.

I'm sorry but I am just me.. .. .. And I never harm anyone but i embrace my freedom too be an individual, and to do the things i want! Now, today the world expects you to keep secrets and act "Normal".... NO WAY . !! Your all crazy Listen to what the smart people said.

Logic will get you from A to B. Imagination will take you everywhere.”   -Albert Einstein

“I am enough of an artist to draw freely upon my imagination. Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world.”
Albert Einstein

"In order to form an immaculate member of a flock of sheep one must, above all, be a sheep." ― Albert Einstein

"Any intelligent fool can make things bigger, more complex, and more violent. It takes a touch of genius -- and a lot of courage -- to move in the opposite direction." ― Albert Einstein

"If we knew what it was we were doing, it would not be called research, would it?" ― Albert Einstein  My fav Song!!

And i believe in the secret.

  That's a link to it. It is a simple rule i live my life. by. Be happy. Stay positive. And try to do the best for every one.So put a happy song in your heart ... Love.. Leave your heart open to every one and Brake away free ...


Reverse Darwinism .the Secret.

reverse darwinism
a situation in which a less evolved species is better equipped to survive than a more evolved creature
"if you think about it isnt really reverse darwinism, as much as bigger picture darwinism, if you will." -igby goes down

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ok .. so what i say to you is... come and get high with me and my friends. To the universe ? Why does this lady turn? I dont know. And its not My place to know this nore yours . Look to your Blessings and be thankfull..